Goodbye To You!!

I Was Walking On Our Street Last Night, Just Gazing At The Stars, Wanting Space To Think, Wanting Questions Answered, Wanting Some Spark Of Clarity Even For Just One Moment. As The Time Passed Me By, After Hours Of Just Staring To The Sky, I've Come To Realize Things. Sometimes People Just Don't Care. Its Not Like They're Bad People, They Just Don't Think Of You. You're Just Not Special To Them Like You Used To Be And It's Not Their Fault That They Just Don't Care. No Matter How Much You Want Them To Be Affected They Just Wont. No Matter How Much You Try To Make Them Understand Their Fault They Just Wont. It's The Harsh Reality We All Have To Deal With Eventually. Good Friends Turn To Enemies. One Takes The Other For Granted, The Other Just Lets Them. I've Learned That No Amount Of Friendship You Give To A Person Who Never Knows What They Want And Need Will Ever Make Them Better People. They Leave You The Instant Your Life Gets Complicated, They Leave You Because You're Complicated. A Friendship With Them Is Just Injurious. You Offer Unconditional Love, Friendship Never Ending, Forgive Again And Again, Look Like A Fool, Let Your Feelings Die To Save That Friendship, But It Wasn't Enough. I've Come To Realize That Some People Are Just Like That. There Is Nothing You Can Do About It. Holding On And Hoping That They'll Change Won't Do You Any Good. Letting Go Isn't About Not Caring Anymore. You Still Really Care So Much That You Leave, You Still Care So Much That You Want This Person To Learn And Grow Up. You Pray Everyday For Them And It Doesn't Matter Anymore That They Don't Care, Because You Know You'll Be Okay, Because Your Still Here, Because Something Better Is Waiting For You. Your Still Trying To Convince Yourself To Truly Believe In All These, But In Trying To Convince Yourself You Eventually Believe In Yourself And Finally Move On.